| Hmmmm... |
[15 Dec 2009|11:13pm] |
I guess most of my friends have guessed this by now, but I've never really said it out loud.
Dance is what I want to spend my life doing, it's what I'm willing to pour my heart and soul into. I would not give up dance for anything, unless I can't even feed my family, even so, I'd rather starve myself and dance so that my parents could have my share.
I will never give it up, and I'm gonna aim big.
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[14 Dec 2009|01:07am] |
O SCHOOL RECITAL WAS AWESOME!!!
But I think it was over too fast, I feel like doing it again. LOL
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[29 Nov 2009|12:14am] |
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With all the technology, video games and computers that kids have these days. I'm afraid that there will come a time when you give a kid a book or a basketball, and he won't know what to do with it...
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[01 Oct 2009|04:28pm] |
This has been a really fucked up year for me, ever since the middle of this year, I've been put on a emotional and mental roller coaster ride. Simple to say, I've been made use of, abused, tossed aside.
I spent the entire day and night hating, feeling bitter, and basically tempted to go on a rampage. And then I came accross this video.
I guess, at the end of the day, I should just be happy to be alive. People have done wrong to me, but I guess if they're sorry about it, I should just let it go, and if they're not, fuck them. I still have so much I want to do in my life.
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| On the lighter side of life |
[28 Sep 2009|08:00pm] |
For those of you who remember my "Prince of Tennis in Hokkien" Project several years back, know that I've undertaken a new project for myself.
I am going to translate this entire video into hokkien:
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| My thoughts during these past weeks |
[28 Sep 2009|02:53pm] |
1. I feel really sad when people do not want to, or are too lazy to think for themselves. Many people do not even have that privilege, and many people I know just do not want to use this wonderful gift we are given, such a pity.
2. Many of the people who complain that life sucks, and life is boring, are doing nothing but staying at home the whole day, not wanting to go out and do something with the time that they are given. Come to think of it, this actually applies to everyone I know who complains that life is boring.
3. I've lost respect for alot of people I know. I do not like dishonesty and hypocracy. I've seen both in some people.
4. People say that happy endings do not exist in real life, that's because they're too lazy to work for it. Happy endings do exist in real life, the only difference compared to a fairy tale, is that in real life, you have to work, suffer, and earn your happy ending.
5. I should learn not to trust what people say so easily, some people can change their opinions and beliefs at the drop of a hat whenever it suits them.
6. The definition of impossible: "Lack of persistance and patience."
7. The secret to maintaining your youth: "Spend time doing what you love, and enjoy it."
8. I shouldn't judge a person too strongly based on my first impression of them.
9. I should learn to take life easy sometimes, and not push myself too hard, many people have been saying that I put too much pressure on myself, only now do I realise that it's true.
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| Creating moves: |
[21 Sep 2009|02:27am] |
1. Add variations to your techniques.
2. Manipulate the displacement.
3. Try to travel with your move.
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[15 Sep 2009|09:15pm] |
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I guess sometimes it's easier to just forget and move on...
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| The irony of life |
[02 Sep 2009|04:31pm] |
It's kinda funny actually, Fear is what usually helps us to stay alive.
Yet, Courage is what helps us find meaning in life.
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| Weekend update, among other stuff. |
[24 Aug 2009|12:55am] |
Natsu matsuri was really fun, managed to catch up with alot of old friends I haven't met in a long time. I didn't manage to find everyone, but it was really great that I manage to find a few. =3
The O school recital audition is over, I gave it all I got, now it's just waiting for the results next week. I just hope my best was enough.
Well, I've been kinda down and depressed these past week, not to mention I've been having trouble sleeping at night. I usually don't show it when I go out cuz I don't want people to worry about me.
Don't get it the wrong way, it's not that I feel that I can't talk to all you wonderful people who care about me. I just don't enjoy being a burden on others, and tend to try and solve my own problems. It's the way I've been since young. For those who've been there for me when I've needed someone to talk to, thanks, I really appreciate it. =)
Some things have happened, which I never thought it would, I've been sad, depressed, heartbroken, and I've cried for the first time in many, many long years. Even my parents are starting to worry again, cuz I hardly even smile at home anymore, and I always reassure them that I'm fine. It sucks crying on my own, with nobody to assure me that everything will be alright, but I guess I should get used to it. I guess, that you really can't have things go they way you want it to sometimes, and life usually throws you curve balls. It's not such a bad thing really, because in the end, that's what makes us grow, and what doesn't kill me, can only make me stronger.
I'm tired of feeling sad, I'm tired of wondering what it has to be this way, I'm tired of heartache, and I'm tired of sleepless nights. I want to be happy, I want to smile more, and I want to think that, despite all the shit I've been through, life isn't really all that bad, and I have people who'll be there for me no matter what. Most importantly, I want to go to sleep peacefully at night, knowing that tomorrow will be a better day. =)
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[19 Aug 2009|11:23pm] |
Many people have been asking me, "How do you stay optimistic all the time? How do you keep getting back on your feet? What keeps you going?"
It's really simple, I don't have a choice.
Unlike what some people have been thinking, I'm still human, there are times when I do feel sad, depressed, and angry. When that happens, I can choose to do 2 things, I either lock myself up in my house and cry all day, or I pull myself together and get over it.
Then I realise, if I don't get up and keep going, nobody's gonna take care of me, nobody is gonna take care of my parents. And there're so many people who're depending on me, who need my help, how can I just sit around and do nothing? I can't afford to do nothing and mope around all day, I HAVE to get up on my feet and push myself forward, whether I like it or not.
Everyone gets hit hard by life, everyone has their share of problems, everyone can get down.
The only difference is, some people have a choice, I don't.
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| Hmmm... |
[26 Jul 2009|04:12pm] |
I'm feeling somewhat disappointed with myself lately, it seems that everyone has been growing rapidly and getting better at what they do, while I've been somewhat stagnant.
Maybe what some people are right about what they say about me, I am somewhat anal, but it mostly applies to myself personally. I tend to put alot of pressure on myself in whatever I do, to ensure that I do it very well, and maybe that's why I've never been truely satisfied and happy with myself in what I've accomplished.
Strangely enough, this constant stream of disappointment hasn't really gotten me down yet, I'm still able to get back up. I wanna push myself even harder, and get better and better at everything I do.
I may not be able to do much about other people, but I can do something about myself, and that is what's most important of all. =)
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[25 Jul 2009|03:03am] |
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Hmmm... it's a really nice feeling, when you have friends who support you even in the smallest things you do. =)
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| ARRRGGGHHH |
[16 Jul 2009|05:54pm] |
O school recital auditions on 23 August!!!!
Practice practice practice!!! >_
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| Cosfest day 2 |
[13 Jul 2009|07:23pm] |
The only think I didn't enjoy, was the fact that I didn't manage to catch up with alot of old friends. Not that they weren't there or that I couldn't find them, I simply didn't have the time to.
But I enjoyed myself. =)
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| Cosfest day 1 |
[11 Jul 2009|11:01pm] |
To Kie, Ariki, Riri, and Jing:
Thank for all the time and effort, I hope you enjoyed performing, as much as I enjoyed working with you.
To all those who came to watch the performance:
I hope we did not disappoint you guys, and I hope you all enjoyed the performance. Thank you for the support~ XD
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